Stress!!

Hello there, oh alright im talking to my self again.. hmmm, its seems nothing else to do.. what am i thinking? Im so sad that i got C+ for my overall grade.. I thought i did enough to earn grade B overall. I did the best i could do. I know i hav bad feeling at the end of my psychology exam. i really do.. it seems like when i got out from the examination hall, i feel my result would go wrong. I never thought that i got D for it. All of my other courses i got B except for english.. well it's hard to get B.. Now, i don't want to lose hope. i will try my best to convince UBD that i can continue to study the Program B.Sc in Physical Education & Sport. I will try to convince them by letting them know that i got all my PE course B above.. Looking back at the result i got 8 course 'B' 2 course 'C' and 1 course 'D'.. I feel it is not fair because i got most of the course B.. I really feel frustrated. Nevertheless i must not give up yet.. i hope Allah SWT help me in my appeal.. I know i have done many sins that i think this is my balasan for what i did. I neglect any of tanggungjawab diberi oleh nya.. terutama sembahyang lima waktu. We always say everything happen for a reason. Maybe this is the reason that Allah give me. Now i start to pray 5 times a day for start not only because i want Allah's help but i do it solely for Allah.. I cannot deny it iI really do need Allah's help. Ya Allah ya tuhan ku, aku berserah kepadamu ya Allah, hanya engkau tempat ku meminta dan hanya engkau sahaja yang mampu memberi.. aku mohon kepadamu ya allah engkau beri lah peluang kepada ku untuk menyambung pembelajaran ku didalam Program B.Sc in Physical Education and Sport di UWIC, Cardiff dan diberi Biasiswa Kerajaan.. amin.. Aku akan berusaha dan berdoa agar permohonan ku tercapai.. dengan berkat nabi kami Nabi Muhammad SAW aku akan sentiasa berdoa dan berusaha.. Walau apapun yang akan terjadi aku akan redha kepada keputusan mu ya Allah.. tuhan yang maha berkuasa, maha penyayang lagi maha pengasih..

Today is "THE DAY"

Whoaa! its been a while that i haven't bloging.. in fact actually i don't know how to blog.. This is the first post i published on this blog.. Starting from today (insya'allah) i will try to blog even for something small.. Last time i published a post my weight is 81kg.. WTH, now I'm 83kg.. damn.. i don't know what's wrong but i am trying to achieved my goal weight first which is 80kg.. from thee i will try to lose some more weight and try to achieved mmy healthy weight which is 49kg to 65kg.. i think it is almost impossible to achieved it.. nevertheless i will try to achieve it.. i never know that my height is 163.5cm.. it is equivalent to 5 foot 4 inches.. til then hope i will be more active to post a blog..